I have, like, so SO much to do.
And I'm trying really hard to NOT live by lists of "to-dos" and trying to just "have faith" and trust God when stuff comes up that all of my plans and structure and what-nots-and-to-dos don't really matter anyway.
I understand it's a great way to live. And have had periods of my life where there was nothing but faith to go on.
But Faith tends to butt heads with structure I like to pretend I have in my life.
So when I have something going on every night of the week....sometimes two somethings....like, say a game and a parent meeting.....
....and I have dinner
.....and a regular job
....and a job that I have VERY Little time to devote to...even though it's my dream job
....and the most important thing....being physically, mentally and emotionally available to my kids....
....and Brian and his kids
Especially when I worry.