I think I may know why I have such huge issues with issues.
In my writing class I am to a point where I MUST choose a specialty, as in one topic, to focus on for the remainder of the class. And hopefully for several years to come.
I absolutely was positively sure of what that ONE topic was when I went in to the class.
So, now that I am all wishy-washy about choosing ONE topic, I am trying to analyze exactly why I am having problems with this. This has required some serious soul searching on my part.
Here is what I have come up with:
1. It could be that I have some sort of adult ADD. Where I am physiologically incapable of focus for too long.
2. It could be that I have at least 3 identifiable personalities. They fight alot with each other.
3. It could be that I am not quite mature enough to detach from my emotions at key points.
So I am really glad I did this little soul-searching activity. Sometimes it helps to put a name to the issue at hand....
......Clearly I am a hormonal, crazy woman who has trouble getting along with myself.