Yucky

Oh my I've been sick.
It has been one of those weeks where everywhere I turn, "something" is there to steal the joy or ruin my plans.

I can't get into to much info with my kids right know, but it is safe to say that a choice was made to become involved in a very worthy activity.  And then "something" happened to steal her joy away.

I have been developing an idea for a dream project that I have been wanting to work on.  And now that I have a decent job, I feel that I finally have time to work at this idea.  But then "something" has been happening that has caused me to question my ability to do my new job well...and keeping me from beginning this project.

And then the worry.
Oh the worry.

And then....I get sick.  Like hanging my head over the toilet sick.  And my head pounding.  And me missing work.
And missing what may be the only two ball games of the girls' that I can go to this year....because of work.

So.
I'm feeling better today.
And I have come up with a name for this "something."

I am calling it spiritual warfare.

Which can only mean one thing....If the enemy is trying so hard to attack me, I must be on the right path.